am having my break now...
luckily its juz 2 nights this time round...
if not i am juz gonna die flat...

had been having insomia for many many nights...
i keep scaring myself over worthless things...

well...watever had happened...
i am juz gonna leave it behind now...

all i ask for is a chance to turn over a new leaf and start afresh...
leaving the past behind...
i juz wanna be myself...

the wedding is round the corner and i am feeling more and more stress...

maybe retail therapy is my only escape...

yes....

lol....

wat an excuse to shop rite...

hmmmm....

i juz bought like 7 tops in 2 days???

wahahahahhaha...

and i am super guilty can!!!
bcoz darling is busy at home helping me to do my ang bao box...
while i am happily shopping outside...

ahhhhhhh!!!!
WO ZHEN BU SHI REN!!!!

lol....

but ....

who ask u to be my "LARLING"...

lol...

alot of wedding things seems to be pissing us off...
especially when u know all the ppl whom is servicing u, is juz out to chop u and squeeze ur wallet dry!!!

thats soooooooooooo mutha-fuckingly irritating!!!!

like wat my bridal studio did this afternoon...

bridal studio coordinator: "oh u wanna add another photo huh?? erm...cannot lehz unless u pay additional $85 dollars for the editing..."

andie: "oh oki lohz..then nvm..."

*hung up the phone then call and tell hubbie that they refuse to add in 1 unselected photo into the album for us...

hubbie: "wat is this??!!! u all missed out 1 photo we also didnt make life difficult for u all... now we juz wanna add in another photo then u wanna charge this charge that!!! the photo it self is not even well edited!!! (can still see hubbie's double chin and my fatty arms...lol...i might as well edit myself!!!! i think i do a better job!!!!) why should i pay???!!!!"

bridal studio coordinator: "okay okay...we will add in for u..."(lan lan)

hubbie: "and i wanna meet up with the album designer... once he/she is done with the design..."

bridal studio coordinator: "okay okay...i will try to arrange the date for u..."

really irritating lohz!!!
they are juz out to squeeze our money and not even taking pride in their work...

really pissed off with them!!!

they better fuckingly do our album properly...
if not i gonna FFFFFFFFFFffffffff..... them upside down lohz!!!!

angry!!!!!

hmmmm....

for the time being...
i think i juz gonna relax and take things easy...

looking forward to sunday...
finally can rest in hubbie's arm...
haben been seeing him for almost a wk liao...
miss him big time...

Random: i juz took my weight this pm...down by another 1.5kg...

woooooohooooo....(spin round the room!!!!)

YEAH!!!!!!!

Yoga Work Wonders!!!!!