i am so nervous now!!! tml is my practical test for my health assessment liao...

i hope i can pass!!!

i really hope i can...

though i really dun have any confidence!!!

haiz...

i juz cant wait for tml to be over...

so i could go and practice yoga again...

haben been attending any lesson for 1 wk liao!! haiz... due to my busy schedule!! haiz...

cannot be so lazy anymore!!

alrite, i will work harder from now on!!!

its was a busy week... and i haben been having much time to njoy and relax myself for the longest time!! lol... we J.A.G had decided to go for a Modesto Retreat... lol...

as we planned to have dinner @ Modesto... then after dinner, we planned to go for KTV @ Ten Dollar KTV as gracie happened to call and there was room to spare!!!! hahaha.. hurray!!!

we were so hungry!!! and actually ordered 2 pizza, 2 pasta and 2 desert...but i only managed to snap picts for the pasta as the girls were so hungry...and it totally slipped my mind abt the pict when the food was served... and we were happily tucking in...lol...

Modesto was a nice Italian restaurant... it served nice nice Italian cuisine... including nice nice freshly baked thin crust pizza and pasta etc etc... the ambiance was great!! they have seats outside that looks like an open air cafe for smokers and seats inside the restaurant for non-smoker...thou the lighting wasnt that bright inside and gives u that dim dim kinda feel... but it really look like those fine-dining kinda place. ...lol... feels great... good ambiance for couple having dinner there... will definitely bring hubbie there one day... food served there is nice... however, it's kinda pricey... so cannot keep going there to eat..if not will burn a hole in my pocket man!! hahaha...

anyway, prior to our main course, we were served yummy Garlic Bread in a basket... its nice... and smells great... but i find it kinda oily...lol...


nice nice tube pasta cooked in Neapolitan tomato sauce with onion and fresh bacon!! at first when we ordered this, we thought it was juz normal penne when they say "tube" pasta... but this one is really "TUBE" lohz... hahahaha...


this is a delicious "half moon" pasta filled with beef and chicken filling...cooked in yummy mushroom cream sauce!! super duper yummy...


look at the yummy filling... and the delicious cream sauce!!!


then we had this usual desert that we had...lol... nice nice crepe wrapped with yummy strawberry ice cream topped with chocolate and orange sauce...lol...


this nice nice sorbet was made of lime and white wine i think... kinda sour with a slight bit of alcohol after taste...


cam-whoring after dinner outside Modesto...


the 3 Ever-So-Pretty ladies...lol...


the 3 ladies and 1 gentleman-to-be!! lol... thats gracie and da jie's brother...his name is ah man!! remembered when i first know them, ah man was like only a small boy...think he was abt 6 yrs old back then... and now he is already like 15 liao...hahahah...how time flies!!! and he is already as tall as us already!!! wow...soon to be a man...hahaha...


after modesto, we proceed to have our J.A.G concert at Ten Dollar!! hahahahaha... our ever so nice voices simply rock that place...(at least in our own room!!) hahahaha....

had such a wonderful evening!!! thats fun before all the bitterness yahz... hahaha

so its time to rest my tired mind as i prepare to practice my health assessment tml!! haiz...
i hope i will be able to pass.. but i really dun have much confidence.. haiz... anyway, good luck to me!! and hope that hubbie can stop snoring and sleep quietly...i know he is tired.. but he simply snore so loud!!! i juz have to shout at him to wake him up so that he could stop snoring... but its useless... when he goes back to sleep, he will snore again... haiz... juz the poor me getting used to it bahz!!! haiz..

night night...

today is the first day that hubbie went for reservice...
haiz...i am really not a good wife...

i was so occupied by assignments and test till i forgotten that he's gonna go in this friday (which was yesterday)... and i didnt even bother to meet him up before he left... haiz... i really missing him now... and alot... its been 1 wk i haben seen him liao... (we usually meet like every 2 or 3 days...)

he so poor thing... yest work till so late then go home.. then still have to pack his stuff etc... and he didnt get to sleep at all then book in liao!!!
see him work so hard and so xing ku... then not enough rest... my heart really pain...

i hope he can stop doing all these things to himself... afterall, its so harmful to ur body if u didnt get enough rest...

i hope u can take care of urself... take it that u do it for me dear...to give me a healthy huband... u must take good care of urself... and love urself more... so u could love me more... get it??

was feeling kinda down these few days...

i had juz created a new facebook acct!!! finally i am able to add my friends...
hahaha...

anyway, to all my dear friends...kindly add me at andrea_luv2@hotmail.com!!!

and try not to send me so many applications...if not it will hang again..bcoz i dun have much ime to go and maintain it nahz..juz have that acct to keep in contact with friends...hahaha...

thankz...

Victoria's secret is on sale now... wooo... i am happy that i am able to get some retail therapy again... but juz getting a few pcs only... even though its on sale..but its still in USD!!! so gotta realy look thru wat i am getting...lol...

this sexy Cap-sleeve top in rosebud colour... its real sexy...


this nice nice Crop cardigan tee in hot pink..woo... really hot...lol...


this tube dress is nice lohz!!! i simply love this colour...


u can forget abt getting anything from VS except their nightwear and lingeries...lol... the material is good and reasonable price..(provided u buy alot...)...as compared to Le Senza, VS is DEFINITELY better!!!

Boyshort pajamas...lol...cute colour...


this Satin ballet length slip is wat i wanna get long long time ago... but only till now then get... i love the satin material nightie... smooth and cool on ur skin...lol...


this Flyaway satin babydoll is so cute and sexy... hahaha..but i boughtthe one in red instead... hahaha..


retail therapy is especially important to us ladies...

helps us stay happy and pretty...

but bleeding in the pocket...

hahahahahahahhaha...

*PICTs are from VS webbie*

today is the 2nd last day of our first 6 weeks of posting... then next week will be our assessment wk then we are back to the hospitals again for another 6 weeks of posting... i am happy...but not exactly bery happy...
happy that finally we had completed the first half of our attachment...
not happy bcoz our assessments are coming and i think there will be more assignments that might come up...

i think this course is really terrible!!! they really squeeze ppl dry... i gonna give NYP our evaluation after the whole thingy...saying this whole course SUCKZ BIG TIME!!!

anyway, my mood today still slightly better...but still kinda moody... not a smile on my face at all... juz those sianz sianz kinda face...

anyway.. after work, i went to get this - Apple Cider Vinegar...


i had heard alot abt it... as in how it can help prevent diseases, then can lose weight, can beautify ur skin etc... after seeing all those patients coming in with heart attack, end stage renal failure, ischemia heart disease etc, i am so worried abt my own health.. esp i am this big size...i really wanna do something to jaga my own health.. i mean afterall, ur health is ur's...and its ur responsibility to take good care of it... so if u dun exercise regularly, dun bother abt ur diet, keep being so lazy and sleep always, and if u mess it up, its juz too bad...
anyway, me oso getting some anti-cholesterol supplements from my lecturer... not saying that i got high cholesterol nahz...but even if u dun have, u still can take it as a supplement mahz... prevention is better than cure isnt it...

so today i had decided to get a bottle and try.. its not ex..abt 6 bucks... juz go to any unity or NTUC and u can get liao... but get the unfiltered ones...

look at the nutritional facts... its no carbo, no fats, nothing at all... so i think should be bery healthy...


should be not bad nahz... i will come back to give a verdict of this after a period of time... so stay tune..lol...

not sure whether if i could sleep...
i doubt i can...but i will try...
bcoz i know my eyes are tired...
my body is tired...
my soul is even more tired...
but my heart is broken...

still gonna go back to that boring place tml...
endless grumble from me...

my eyes were swollen...

yes...

from crying too much...

i didnt know wat to do...

so i juz cried...

at least i could relieve myself of all the stress i am facing...

at least for that moment...
when my tears flow down...
at least it did help that tiny bit...

haiz...

life is definitely hard on me...
nothing seems to go right...
absolutely nothing...

dun know wats up with me...
seems like i juz cant get my mind settling down...

everything around me seems to be in a mess...
my heart...and his too...

my friends are having problems too....
yes... my close ones...
i cant seem to help much...
i am in this shit too...

others are definitely not helping much...
i am still down...

skool work DEFINITELY made me felt worst...
and i'm having my practical test for my health assessment and my final research proposal presentation coming next wk...

i am definitely not in the mood to talk or hang out...
i juz need some kind souls and some shoulders to cry on...

would u lend me ur's?
would u stand by my side?

would u?

i am juz so fed up with work... and the things around me...
everyday i am like dragging my foot to work...
aimlessly walking around the department...
i keep wondering wat am i doing...
wat is all these for...

i am busy...
very busy...
with assignment, assessment, and presentation...
and i am physically tired...
when can i get over all these things??

when???

oh.. i bought another tube dress today...

alrite stop asking me why i keep buying tube dress!!!

the answer is simple...

bcoz i like lehz!!! so how?? not a crime rite!! hahaha...

anyway, this dress is only 10 bucks!!! give me a million reason why i shouldnt get it!! hahaha...

i love this dress... looked so nice on me...lol...


look at the print... its really sweet isnt it?? gonna wear it to work tml!! yippie!!!


alrite..really gonna sleep...

zZzzZZZzz...

went to bugis to get my falsies today as all my lashes were almost worn out... all thanks to me being too rough with them... hahaha.. forcefully trying to pull the glue off... hahaha... ops... thats not wat u should do... hahaha...

anyway... the brand of falsie that i always wanted to get is OUT OF STOCK again!!! and this is the dun-know-how-many-times that i was told it was out of stock!!! damn it!!! so no choice.. i took the brand which is not so good one( as in the quality abit "harder").. but of the same design... and the other one was recommended by the sales girl... seems not bad..maybe i should juz try it out...hahaha...

for me i really love those dramatic look... i mean since u wanna put falsie rite, then might as well put until bery obvious nahz!!! if u put those like machim cant see lidat..then put for wat rite!! hahaha... so all my falsie are all bery long and thick lashes.. this is also bcoz i got fat eyelids... so short lashes do not work for me... after i apply, it will look as if i didnt put anything... hahaha... so its important to know wat kinda eyes u have and wat kinda falsie really suit u... that utterly impt..

i love this brand of lashes... but the design i wanted was out of stock!!!


this the design i wanted... but i dun like this brand!!! its abit too "stiff"...hahaha...



so for my dear readers of my blog... i am giving u guys really special tips...
tips on how to apply lashes!!!


this is the video that i rely on when i first started out putting on falsie... hahaha... though its in jap..but its easy to understand...
http://www.koji-honpo.co.jp/makeup/movie/sitamatsuge_300.html


and some picts to show the before and after effect of falsie...tried my new VB falsie... pardon me for my oily face... did this before i wash up for sleep...lol...

BEFORE application of my falsie...


AFTER application + some eyeliner..... my eyes definately looked bigger!!! lol... notice u can see my real lashes... some ppl will apply mascara after putting on the falsie... but for me, i dun... so that ur falsie can last longer...lol... anyway, from far.. its not obvous at all...


from the top... its really long rite!! hahaha...


now..see for urself... the effect...


u can add some eye shadow on it so it look even nicer!! lol... this shadow is from mac "green-smoke"...


alrite... the makeup guru(wanna-be) is signing off... tired...

i am tired...
very tired...
really tired...

had been working on my ECG assignment since 4pm.. till now... its non-stop!!!

hubbie was tired... but he knows that i hate to hear him snore... it really irritates me!!
reminding me the fact that i have tonnes of work to complete...
reminding me that couldn't sleep beside him...
reminding me that i have to pull thru all this pile of shit!!!

so the clever him took his mattress and sleep in the living room... but still... he snore so loud... i could still hear him even though i am in his room...

i am grateful that hubbie's parents was out... at least i could have some quiet time... u have no idea how his mom could nag at times... esp when both hubbie and her have small argument... they think its fun and seems alrite... but its utterly nosiy to me... and i juz hope that i will vanish into thin air at that very moment... thats how much i wanna get out of his place... u can imagine...

now all my mind is surrounded by all the terms like "P waves, QRS complex, PR interval, ST depression, ST elevation, reciprocal changes, T waves!!!! and more!!!"

i was so easily irritated this few days... even hubbie said so...
will juz blow my top at the slightest things around me...
i dun know why... maybe its the time of the month...

juz like wat happened juz now...
he went to pack dinner for me...
but the dishes were like shit!! things that ppl whom understand me knew that i wont even put them in my mouth!!
things like celery, shuan (if u know wats that)... bitter gout!!! omg!!! haiz... i got so pissed off i juz threw the whole pack of rice into the dustbin!! (oso bcoz after taking 1 mouth and think it tasted as if it turned bad already)... and hubbie got so mad with me... he juz left the house to get me other food...

i really dun know wat gets into me... i am juz tired... very tired...
tired with all the shit i am doing now...
tired of everything, every single one!!
nothing interest me... not even shopping...

and my fucking work place still haben release our bonus package!! bloody hell!! its already in the papers that we are getting additional bonus!! so wat the point of keeping it to urself!!! all the other singhealth hospital had already released their bonus package!! and not as if you are really giving us alot alot lidat!!! so wats the point of keeping it to urself!!! u are making ur workers pissed with u alrite?!!!

see... i am getting worked up again...*cool down*...

alrite...monday... i shall wait for monday to come... and u guys better release the news on monday!!!

at the mean time... i juz wanna rest my tired mind... and i am back to NUH tml!! another bloody place!! i cant wait for time to pass.. i simply cant wait!!!

haiz...its the 22nd liao... i guess my auntie is really coming soon... haiz...

its an early morning... i am simply too excited to go back to sleep... i am happy... i am all ready...

tonight is the first time hubbie jio me out... say wanna go pa toh with me...
i am juz to excited...
its always me who jio him out...hardly ever he will... but he did tonight...

where are we going?? i dun know... i dun really care...
i juz wanna be with him...

alrite, off to work now...

went walking around in taka the other day and was like waiting for time to pass before i could go for class...juz then i was approached by these 2 ladies... they told me they were doing a survey and only need a few minutes of my time... so the usual kind hearted me agreed to help them...and i was led to the lift heading up to nee ann city tower a... the moment i step into
the lift..i knew somethings not right... sianz..my heart's telling myself..shit...i gonna sit there for hours so ppl can psycho me to get some products from them...

and true enough..they are from herbalife... and it wasnt even a survey..its some psychoing session for u to get products from them... they took down my contact no and email add... but the clever andie will neber be smarter to give them fake emails and fake phone nos!!! hahahaa...

of course i rejected them!! though the product is good..i tried it b4.. it works.. but it really require too much determination.. and too much money... i rather invest these money into a good yoga studio!! lol...

then i still have some spare time(managed to shake them off after 15 mins of psychoing..) lol... i went to taka and walk walk around in the man's dept... had been wanting to get hubbie some stuff..

i am looking at cuff link, ties etc... but i am really bad at choosing tie..lol... bcoz i simply dun know how to match them to shirt!! hahaha...but recently i have this idea of getting honey a strip shirt!! bcoz i see alot of guys outside oso wear strip shirt (esp in raffles' place..hahaha)...then all shuai shuai de lohz!!! i oso want my hubbie to be shuai shuai de!! hhaahah..then i went hunting around... finally i saw this shirt.. not bad... but its some ulu brand..but its quite ex lehz.. definitely not those 20/30 bucks one...hahaha..but they having a 20% sale now..hahaha...

its dark blue with pinkish and purple strip.. really wanna get hubbie to go and try it..then next month take money liao get for him!! i really like the colour combi..and i think will look great on him!!! oh..i sms him say if he wears it, i think i will rape him...hahahahaha...


(sorry for the blurred pict..i took the photo secretly...lol...acting as if i am smsing..but i am actually snapping...lol... my shutter can be silenced.. thats why...buy a Nokia Slide 6500!! hahaha)

Memories which were meant to be forgotten...
i shall not hold on to them...

Kisses that we meant to be delivered...
let it fall on his lips...

Hearts that were meant to be healed...
let me hold it close to mine...

Love that were meant to be given...
let him receive it whole...

An end signifies a beginning...

A closing chapter signifies the start of another...

Now i loves him more...
Bcoz i know he truly loves me...