this morning, went to do rebonding @ 亲爱的's auntie's salon...and as i highlighted my hair in feb..all the part which i bleach all came off lohz!! and its so bloody damaged!!! wao kaoz..i myself see liao i shocked oso!!! then the auntie even showed me my broken strands of hair!!! super er sin right!!!

Over my dead body will i bleach my hair anymore!!!!!!!!!!!


i was stuck in the salon for a good 5 hrs..and was flipping thru the magazine and saw this tattoo!!! i think its chio lohz...and quite unique place to have a tattoo..as da jie, gracie and me were thinking of doing a "姐妹"tattoo...but we still thinking of doing wat and the location of it...at first we thinking of doing on our back..but imagine if u tattoo a butterfly on ur back..then after like 20 to 30 yrs...when ur skin starts to sag!!! by then...i doubt ur butterfly can still fly...hahaha...si actually ankle and foot are quite safe ah..how bad can the skin on ur leg and foot sag or winkle...juz do those more abstract design lohz..even if sag or winkle, oso not that obvious...hahahahahaha....


after settling the hair on the top of my hair...i went to settle some other "hair" on the other of my body....hahahahaa...today is 复活日!!!!!

kaoz...after more than 2 months not going to deforestation...my amazon forest was so overgrown till..........................!!!!!!!!!! oki...i shall not dwell on this too much...hahaha...

anyway, the spa parlour that me and gracie always visit had moved to another location..but still within the same area...and the furnishing was so much more nicer...and cozy...then have 3 rooms specially for waxing...

those who knows me will know that i am a great fan of chandelier...when i spot a nice chandelier...i sure will take pict one..hahaha..super like them lohz!!! next time my house sure must have one!!!

the one in the waiting room...


outside @ the main recept..


we were then lead into a common waiting area and served with hot flower tea...and were seated on nice nice sofa with fury cute cushion...i like their ambiance and the coziness....


prior to our 复活ritual, we were ushered into the shower room to wash up first...and later enter the waxing room to get ready for the session....



this is the bed they used for waxing...


they used 2 types of wax (one Blue and the other is baby pink!!! such a cute colour!!! previously they even had chocolate wax!! and it really smells like chocolate!! yummy!!!!)..and some assorted tools like tissue, cotton, alcohol, tea-tree oil lotion etc etc...


after washed up, we changed into our kimono...and were totally naked inside...wooo....kinky isnt it..hahaha....juz one pull ont he knot..and oops.........

cutie andie in Kimono...


the cam-whoring me starts to get over me!!!!!


then we were stucked in the room for a good 1 hr plus...doing the ruital...

wao kaoz...after a good 2 months, my hair all stuck to the roots and this time round was super painful..abt 6/10 lohz!!! my usual was only 2/10 only!!! this kinda thingy really cannot drag too long man..super duper pain man...haiz...

then the lady doing for me was bery nice..she really make sure that its really really clean and she even tried to tweeze out all the short short hair...think she got so engross in her job and got so close till her chin was like touching my inner thigh...wao kaoz...really can give her GEMS award man..hahaha...but overall, i am a 干净的娃娃!!!

Today I Start LIVING (again)~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahaha....

its 2 days since hubbie left for NewYork...time passes kinda fast...and really thank my sisters for accompany me thru out this wk end...without them..i think i will go into distress again...at least with them around, i felt soooooooooooo..... much better...


thou its only 2 days...but i already started to miss hubbie terribly...


dear dear...thou i had tried my bery best to distract myself...but still..life without ur pressence is so empty...every little thing i do, wat i see, reminds me of you...


in this empty bedroom of mine...i felt so lonely...


i missed ur voices...missed the feeling of u looking at me...resting in ur arms...missed the moment when u stick ur nose at my face and sniffing my "ba-wu"...hahaha...


i cant wait for u to come home...


but...


its 27 days more...

finally managed to buy a nice nice comforter!!! and its in a nice shade of hot pink and orange!!! totally matched with my bedsheet...hahaha...was wondering wat name to give it...then hubbie suggested 暖暖!!! bcoz he say it can provide me with 温暖when its cold at night...juz like wat hubbie had always provided me with...


His warmth and Love...


thankz hubbie..

washed my 暖暖 today..and its still drying on my bamboo pole!!!hahahaha..she is cute one lohz!!!

last friday me and juwit was posted to a delivery suit for the first time in our life...and early morning we reach there, already got one patient in labour...

this morning was so sad...i went to send hubbie off @ T3 this morning...he's leaving for New York...for 1 month!!! thou 1 month say long not long...but say short oso not short oki!!! its 27 days that i cant see him...cant hold his hand...cant feel his fingers carressing my face...can hug hug him to sleep...can have him by my side...haiz...*sad*...


as i saw him walking into the gate...every step he took...his lonely figure got smaller and smaller...but my feeling of missing him got more and more...till i see his shadow disappearing...


i know...i really gonna miss him so much so much....


i spend the whole day with him yest...helping him prepare his stuff...and packing his bag...we went to Giant Tampines to get some toiletries, some dried food like milo, coffee powder and maggie mee...hubbie bought 6 big packets of maggie...and thats abt 30 individual packets...bcoz he say he wanna save more money to buy me Coach bags and some other branded stuff from NY...so he will juz try to spend max US$20 per day..and save the rest..and in order to do this, he will juz eat maggie mee!!!!


OMG!!! 我是一个坏女人!!!!


i cant let hubbie go thru all these hardship for me again...i remembered last time when hubbie was studying in Hongkong in 2005 (he was still a poor student back then..thou now oso still poor...but erm...at least better liao...hahaha...), he oso juz eat maggie mee for almost all 3 meals so that he could save up money to buy a diamond ring for me...


我真是个坏女人!!!!



haiz....dear dear, if u read this...i really dun want u to ill-treat urself juz to get me stuff...eat properly oki...dun want u to fall sick...then no one can take care of u there...can?? Promise me??

anyway, i managed to squeeze all hubbie's stuff into his lagguage bag...and packed it neatly for him...i even wrote wat was the stuff packed in each ziplog...neat rite...hahaha..u got no idea how much stuff i stuffed in this bag!!!


i even tried using a new method to fold his undies...so as to save more space and make it more compact and neat...




oh..and we spend the night hugging each other...but then when i fell aslp, we juz sleep sepeartely... bcoz hubbie always SNORE so LOUD!!!!!!!!!!hahaha....ta-bu-le ta-han...hahahaha...but he is cute one...lol....now its so quiet without his snoring...haiz...



I Miss You Darling...

we had a ACLS(Advance Cardiac Life Support) practice session last thurs...gotta learn how to intubate patients, how to treat lethal arrhythmia and deliver shock to patients...but of course..we dun do to real humans nahz...instead, we practice on mannequin...we were having fun..and despite our lecturer being physically there teaching us...we were like going around taking picts, dancing..demonstrating some yoga postures...and having fun...hahahahahha...

juwit trying her best to intubate the mannequin...

mummy xiufen and juwit...


me trying to shock the "patient"...hahahah...


actually this pict suppose to juz feature Faz and Juwit only...but seems like there's some eerie spirits floating behind them...hahaha...


successfully intubated the patient!!! yeahz!!!

was reading one of my fren's blog...she went to aust to work early this yr...and recently her bf went to visit her in aust...she blogged abt how they spent 6 days together...places they went...food that they ate...things that they did...and wat happened when he's leaving aust, coming back to singapore...

i can somehow understand how she feels...

u wanted to be beside him so much..but yet u cant always have him by ur side...
all ur mind was juz filled with his shadow...his voices...memories of things that u all had done together...things that he said to you...

the feeling of cuddling u in his arms...
feeling of his fingers running thru ur hair...
pinching ur cheeks nottily...
gently stroking ur shoulder...
holding ur hands tightly in his...
looking deeply into ur eyes...
telling you how much he loved you...
how much u meant to him...
trying to make u laugh with his semi-funny jokes...
telling you how happy he was to see u and watching u laugh...
holding u close to him..
and telling u that he's ur's forever...

all these juz keep running thru ur mind...sweeping away all the other thoughts u had...

and as time goes by...this kinda misery...this kinda pain...
its so intolerable...
its tearing ur heart into pieces...
making u feel so restless...
ur body is juz like an empty nest...
ur soul had wondered off to where he was...
u hope that u will be back with him...
and stay by his side forever...
till the end of time...


dear friend...

i can feel it all...i really can...

juz wanna tell u...that u are not alone...bcoz i am still by ur side...and knows how u feel...

"The snow is falling, the city is white
Your eyes are shining like diamonds tonight
And we're all alone, there's no one home
You're finally in my arms again
The night is silent and Christmas is here
I couldn't ask for more than having you near
'Cause I love you, girl, I always will
And now I know the moment is right
The moment is right

I've been waiting to give this gift tonight
I'm down on my knees, there's no better time
It's something to last for as long as you live
Tonight I'm gonna give you (oh, girl) all my heart can give

I thought I'd give you something shiny and new
I tried to find something worthy of you
But I realized when I looked inside
There's some things that money can't buy (oh, no)
I feel the magic whenever you're near
I feel it even more this time of the year'
Cause I love you, girl, I always will
And now I know the moment is right
The moment is right

You know I'll always be true to you
And you know I'm the one you can turn to
Any time, any place, or anywhere
You know that I'll always be there..."

this song brings me back to the sweet memories when hubbie proposed to me on 03/07/07...

(though its not on christmas..hahaha...but its the Gift...

The Gift of his Heart to me...and mine to him...)

i still remembered it was a tuesday...and our 2nd day in Taipei...(we went to Taiwan for holiday)..and we were going to the Taipei 101 tower...

remembering hubbie keep repeatedly telling me that this tower was the tallest building in the world...and we will be going up to the highest level in the tower...so we will be like on the "highest" point on earth...i was so excited...to notice anything unusual abt him...hahaha...i thought he was juz nagging...hahaha

so we went up to tour the inside the tower..and indeed the scenery was superb!!! then hubbie say wanna go even higher up...so we bought another ticket and went up to the 91th story...and that's the highest point u can go...

i can feel the gentle breeze blowing against my face and my hair...looking down, i really feel that i am on the "highest" point on earth...the view of the whole taipei city were within my eyes...and above me was juz the clear blue sky...with the one i loved most beside me...little did i know wat awaits me...

i was looking around, taking picts...then hubbie say wanna take a pict for me and he juz kneel down and took for me..after that, he juz stayed in that position...i tot wat had happened...izzit his leg numb or wat...why he didnt get up?? thats when he took out a small black metal box..and i was thinking: "wat the hell was that?? dun tell me he's gonna propose man!!!"

juz then with his soft gaze...and slightly trembling hands...he took out the ring and held it towards me with both hands...looking deep into my eyes...

i can see his anxiousness...but he managed to gather all his courage..and mumbled these words...
"Dear,

This is the highest point on earth,

And a place closest to heaven...

And in this place,

I'll give you my promise,

That i will love you forever...

Will you marry me?"

OMG!!!! i was like going crazy!!and was sooooooo..surprise...i was too surprised to say anything.. to cry or to laugh or watever!!! i totally didnt expect this at all!!! i juz keep saying..eh dun lidat lehz..alot of ppl looking..hahaha..thats all i remembered...lol.

now to think of it..my mind is still full of sweet memories...

Taipei 101, 03/07/07 @1400hr.

The promise he gave...


took a pict to 纪念that bery day...


not really Certificate of marriage...hahaha...but juz something for us to keep as a memory...


the brochure that i got from Taipei 101...


then entrance ticket to Taipei 101...


the entrance ticket to the 91st story...this the place where he proposed to me...


some assorted receipt...i keep every single piece of them in memory of that wonderful day...








all these are still fresh in my mind...neber will i forget...and these sweetest memories will follow us till the end of time...

I LOVE DARLING...

after countless attempt of calling harvey norman and bring my cam down to the casio service centre to repair...finally my chio-si-lang camera is able to resume its normal function..had not been using it for a good 10 mths liao!!! and now i gonna fully utilise it till the warranty expire and its time for me to get a new cam!!! yeahz..for the mean it..i will still use my chio-si-lang camera to take pict..hahaha

my chio-si-lang camera baby...


juz to let u guys have a glimps of my cutie mp3!!!
(front view)


(back view)



am i really that blinky??

last thurs was our first outing with my skool mates..as we already quite a fair b it of our assignment...finally we were given a short break and all of us plan to go for dinner and K-session!!! it was so fun and with our "xiao-ting-tong" co-ordinator joining us, its even "high-er"!!! hahahaha.....

fine-tuning our last bit of assignment...working..and not forgetting snapping...hahaha...
from left: Fazli, andie and sharon...


then juz nice that day the july 07 EM cohot had their exhibition on drug abuse..as our "seniors"...sure we must go and 捧场 one mahz!! wait they say we dun know how to 做人!!!haahahha...anyway, it was a wonderful exhibition!!! really informative and quite alot of evidence-based research was done...Good Job!!!

andie and sharon posting...hahha...


trying to concentrate, but xiu fen mummy keep coming to disturb!!hahaha...


please lehz..u all isnt really listening rite!! so quit the act!!hahaha...


chris..one of the exhibit!!hahaha....


games booth...some of my friends managed to win some prizes from these games...hahaha...


after touring the exhibit, we left skool and head for bishan swensen for dinner prior to our k-session...