Andie is glad that we had pass JCI with Flying Colours!!!!

oh...

was packing my room and cupboard...

suddenly "discover" this dress that i bought in aussie for AUD50...
lol...


my Hypnosis dress that i bought the other day...


really bery sweet...
and elegant...

its lacy lacy one orr...

then veron mummy say i can wear this dress for many occasion sia...
for normal dinner...
wedding dinner...

and for...

FUNERAL!!!

wah kaoz!!!!

dong...

i am soooooo... tired...
especially after doing so many mornings...

not exactly morning shift...
but 7am to 4pm...

haiz...

and always have to be on guard,
juz in case the auditors will pop by suddenly...
giving us a SURPRISE visit...

and once we receive the news that the auditors might be coming,
we will have to be on standby,
and back to our designated area...
welcoming them...

super sianz lohz...

then when not activated,
we have to go and "sweep" the dept...
make sure everyone adhere to the survey standards...
make sure that every area is clean, neat and tidy...
consumables are not overstock like machim going to fight World War 3 lidat..
doing last mins changes to stuff...
and going around the wards and clinics to "sweep" every single case notes...
going thru them and make sure the documentations are completed...

at the same time...
we have to go thru all the audit standards...
wat are the common questions they will ask...
and memorise the model answers those auditors wanna hear...

feeling really stressed out as our dept, our upper management, and esp our Senior Nursing Manager, had put in alot alot of hope in the 5 of us...
as they really spend alot of time "training" us on this JCI audit...

thus...
the last thing u will wanna do is to mess it all up...
and disappoint them....

haiz...
others simply wont understand wat we are going thru...

they might think that we like so free lidat...
come to work at 7 am,
then go tea at 8 am..
then come back dept...
walk walk around...
check check on them...
no need to serve patient...
juz sit around and wait for auditors to come...

actually the "waiting" is the killing part..
bcoz u dun know when they will be coming...
and wat kinda question they might ask u...
and wat if u cant answer...
wat if they found discrepancy??
who's gonna shoulder the responsibility there and then??
who's gonna be questioned and drilled on??

US...

THE 5 OF US!!!

and of course...
the nursing managers too...

haiz...
its juz like waiting for ur end to come lidat...

alot of others dun understand...
why we are so special to be chosen...

ask me...
i oso dun know...

then some dun even understand our role...
they think we juz sit there and do nothing...

exactly!!!

we dun do anything,
or engage in any patient activity...
bcoz juz in case the auditors come...
and if we are busy or engage with a paitent,
the auditors will attack other staff...
and audit them...

thus we have to stand out and take the auditors,
so as to "protect" other staff from kanan-ing the auditors...
we are like saving other's ass lohz!!!

but they dun understand lohz...

haiz...

anyway...
i am tired...

i got another day to go...
and its the last day of our audit liao....

and i have a damn strong instinct that they will come tml as they have not really audited our dept yet...

haiz...

andrea...
good luck...

i am looking forward to our dept chalet again this coming sat!!

yeahz!!!

today is pretty "event-less"...

not thing much happen at work...
or outside work...

didnt see the surveyors coming to our side today...
maybe tml bahz...

sianz...

anyway, went yoga today...
and meet up with da jie for dinner...

went to our usual dinning place...

SOUP SPOON...

they have this new soup there...
called lemony chicken in milk...

taste pretty nice and cute...

hahaha...

i love the soup there...

all bery nice...and they always neber fail to come out with new soup to surprise their customers...

anyway, after dinner we went to walk walk around taka and wisma...

wasnt planning to get anything...

until i saw this black dress in Hypnosis!!!

its really bery chio...
and elegant...

anyway,
hubbie asked me to attend his friend's church wedding next wk rite...
and not bery nice to wear those old old dresses there mahz...

so...
hahahaha...

yes...
i bought the dress...

hahaha...

but after i took a new piece and tried on at home...
realise something funny with the bra cup for the dress...
probably bcoz of the sewing...

anyway, i gonna bring it back and and exchange for a new piece tml...
then maybe after that then i will take a pict of it bahz...

but its really nice...

trust me...

hahahah..

its was only the first day of audit...

juz when everyone thought that they wont appear in CE...
as its only the first day...
the auditors chose to have their grand entrance to CE today!!!

kaoz...

and i am the ISOLATION nurse...
suppose to jaga the isolation wing of our department...
and inside, there is only me, and me, myself...

kaoz!!!

of course...

how could i be spared??

i was the FIRST and ONLY one being audited...

out of the 5 "chosen" ones...

but thank God watever questions the auditor asked...
i was able to give a bery satisfactory answer and demo...

u got no idea how big a smile was on my senior nursing manager's face when she saw me inside the isolation room...
*bcoz she scared that if there's no one inside...
then she will be in deep shit!!*

then when the auditor finish interviewing me...
and leaving my area to another area...

my Senior Nursing Manager(SNM), my Assistant Director of Nursing and even my Director of Nursing...
came up to me,
pad me on my shoulders and said i did a good job!!

kaoz!!!
but they got no idea that my hands were shaking...
my mouth was like twitching...
head spining...
wondering did i said the right thing!!!

but i really really thank God that at least i appeared confident...

but my SNM's presence really make me calm down alot alot...
bcoz she is damn motherly...
and always bery supportive in this kinda thingy nahz...
as in if u dun know anything abt the work process,
she will definately provide u with an answer...

hahahaha...

anyway,
before the audit...
i was having tremendously bad stomach cramp!!!

then i was telling kak jah that i so suay...
kanan my auntie visit today sia!!
and best part, i didnt do any "preventive measures" lohz!!!
so i was like running around borrowing "bread" from ppl...

hahahaha...

then she so sickening...
say wat huh!!! u kanan "red" today ah...
then sure bery lucky one...
sure will kanan audited one...

in the end...
it really came true!!!
hahahaha...

anyway,
tml is DAy 2...

and i heard that the nurse administrator will sure come down tml...

kaoz!!!
i better go sleep early and prepare myself for war tml sia!!!

tml is our turn to get JCI recertification...

this audit is from 24 Nov to 28 Nov...

and i am one of the few identified to do 7am to 4pm shift...

to "welcome" those auditors...

i hope everything goes well man!!

i am praying hard...

BERY BERY HARD!!!

i am njoying life these days...

feeling happy that life is peaceful...

thou sometimes that moron at work really pissed me off...
(if u know who the hell i am refering to...)

but hubbie neber fail to make me laugh with his lame suggestions on how to get back at her...

he always say...
"u must love ur enemies...
ask her whether she wants u to tabao lunch for her or not nahz...
ask her she wants PORK chop, or minced PORK noodle??
or maybe PIG organ soup??"
u buy for her to eat nahz!!

hahaha..

he bery bad hor...

but i like...

hahahaha...

hubbie asked me yest again on when are we getting married...
and always dropping small little hints of wanting us to get married sooner...

like juz now...

he called...
and told me that tml the person is coming to measure his room and design his wardrobe...
then he told the person that he wanted a taller wardrobe...

then i asked him wat is it for??
he replied saying its for me to put clothes lohz...
nehz...u know...
those white colour, lacy lacy type...
bery heavy one...
most ppl only wear once in a life time one...
then need others to help hold the "tail" type...

erm...
obviously i know wat the hell he was refering to...
but i still die die down there act blur lohz...

hahaha...

i like flirting with him...
obviously knowing wat he was talking abt...
but still didnt want to give in to him too easily...
hahaha...

i like it esp when i was sleepy...
lying motionless in bed...
then he juz come beside me...
making noise...
waking me up...
asking me why i neber hug hug him before i go to sleep...
or when i wake up in the morning, neber go kiss kiss him first...

or asking me to move myself a little so he could have space to sleep beside me...
cuddling me inside his arms...
on my single size mattress...
hahahaha...

or when he told me that he was so happy that last sunday we were able to sleep thru the night,
hugging together on the same mattress!!
(bcoz i got this bad habit nahz...
i can only sleep when i have the whole bed to myself!!!
NO SHARING ALLOWED!!)

hoo hoo hoo...

then same thing...
i juz act blur lohz and replied "oh izzit??"...

hahaha...

anyway, i am looking forward to having him in my dreams later...
it will be even better if he could come and tuck me in...

but guess,
hubbie got alot of work to do...

anyway,
gotta sleep...
tml still have a long day to go...

nights...

my mood is rather "fluctuating" this few days...

happy abt my darling finally found her love...
but sad that some unhappy past are still pulling onto her...
making her so upset...
but thank God that he is so understanding...

then seeing my sister being with her bf...
like machim so loving and blissful...
but the next moment...
something i least expected happened...

and seeing some of my other friends still stuck in some dilemma...
whether to leave...
or to stay and go back to square 1...

seems like the kinda dilemma that i went thru...

i guess...
be it watever choices u made...
its really up to u...
afterall...
its ur life...

no one has the right to control...
or override ur decisions...

our role as a friend is to really find out wat actually happened...
and make sure u're aware of the pros and cons of the decision before u put ur heart on it...

sometimes loving others will make one realised who really loves her...

who really is the one who cares abt her...
who really is the one who will hug her to sleep...
gives her the sense of security...
and warmth...
make her smile...
drop sweet little smses...
who really cares and make sure that he doesnt snore too loud that he disturb her sleep...

lol...

in the mids of all this confusion...
when everyone seems to be in serious relationship problem...
it only highlighted to me...
the fact that i always have u with me...
i am glad that i found u...
i am glad that i made the right choice...

its heart-warming to know that u missed me wearing ur proposal ring...
its great to know that the promises u gave are still valid...
and we always wanna revisit them...
and remind ourselves wat were the promises we gave each other...

thou the ring is not with me now...
(my mummy kept it under lock and key...for some reasons...)
hahaha...

that ring means alot to me...
but the real meaning that it carries...
i treasure it even more...

something that could neber be duplicated...
something that time could neber change...
something that no one else could give...

u are the one who put meaning into it...
and made it live in me...

u are the one i keep in my heart...
in the deepest corner of me...

u are the life partner that i wanna be with...
for the rest of my days...
for as long as i breathe...
i juz wanna be in love with you...

was kinda tired today as i went mahjonging yest in juwit's place...
with tee yu, darling and our BFs...
lol...

it was a crazy session....
as all of us were screaming and laughing out lungs out!!
hahaha...

until Ervin came...
then my usually bery "chiak" (hot and spicy, like some small chilli...hahaha...) darling...
suddenly bcum bery woman woman lidat..

hahaha...

anyway, i am damn suay one!!
bcoz i dun know how to play mahjong mahz!!!

then thruout, i only win 1 GAME!!!

can u believe it!!!

dun know is i suay or bcoz i dun know how to play nahz...
but once hubbie come over and help me...

only within like 20 mins lidat,
i won 2 games liao...
haahhahaha...

anyway, after mahjong,
we went supper and that ends our mahjong gathering...
lol...

then today after my K shift...
i was meeting hubbie for movie @ Marina...

while waiting for him in the Annex tearoom,
suddenly danilo dash in with something in his hands...
then suddenly everyone in the room started shouting...
(i didnt notice wat he was holding as i was busy making up..hahaha...)

then in the end,
it turn out to be this cute little birdie that he caught in the waiting area of annex...

eeeeeeeeeeeee...
so cute rite!!!


apparently...
i think its injuried...
as it had problem flying around sia...
then keep colliding onto the walls and then drop onto the floor...
so poor thing rite!!!
i hope it will be oki...
if not we can bring to resus room and resus it!!

hahaha....

anyway,
after hubbie fetched me,
we went to chinatown for dinner...
in this bery famous Holland V XO Sliced Fish Beehoon Soup restaurant...

the sliced fish beehoon there got put XO one lohz!!!
and its damn nice!!!

bery tasty...lol...

but i think its abit ex...
as compared to those outside one...

the one with XO is $7 per bowl!!!
the normal one is $5!!

ex hor...
but its really nice...

anyway,
we had this fried "hey zho" first...
erm..juz pretty normal hey zho....
nothing much to comment abt...


then comes the famous Holland V XO Sliced Fish Beehoon Soup!!!
we ordered a 2 person serving...
and that cost 12 bucks...
but its really really nice!!!
with alot of veg!!!


and the normal sliced fish soup u eat outside,
the fish is damn small piece one lohz...
but look at this...
its damn thick and fresh sia!!!
dun have those fishy smell at all!!!


its really yummy sia...
and the soup base is REALLY REALLY nice!!!
with a slight tinch of XO in it!!!

hahahaha....

then after we got out from the restaurant...
we were walking along the narrow pathway outside those shops along Smith Streets...
with me and hubbie side by side...

then suddenly this one man pushed a trolley onto the pathway...
then i think hubbie was like busy checking his hp...
and didnt notice that the man and the trolley was coming our way....

so its my natural instinct to juz grab him and pull him to one side...
so i juz reach out my hands and grab him...
initially i thought i have got his jean's pocket and i began pulling him towards my side...

then suddenly i thought to myself...
"wat the hell did he put in this pocket huh??
why so big and bulky and soft soft one??
usually car keys or phone, or pouches are hard one wat..."

then suddenly he scream!!
"wei!! why u grab my niao niao!!!"

and the next moment, the man was standing right infront of me!!!
watching watever that had happened!!!

OMG!!!

i quickly cover my face, looked down and walk off!!!
then hubbie can still happily continue looking at his hp!!!

urgh!!!!

i fell like dying sia!!!
so malu lohz!!!

DARN!!!

hahaha...

anyway,
after makan, we went to Marina to catch the movie "Madagascar"...


hubbie said that the movie got not much climax...
but i felt that the movie was kinda heart-warming and bery cute lohz!!!

hahaha...

not bery nice to say so much abt the storyline...
why not catch it urself bahz...
lol...

then we came across Minitoons and hubbie happened to see this huge Eeyore!!
and he point it to me!!!

then the moment i saw it,
i picked it up and didnt wanan let go of it anymore!!

hahaa....
i decided to buy it like in 10 secs??
hahaha...

erm... including the time i ask the sales person to get me a new piece??

hhahahhaah....

but its super duper cute isnt it!!!


i can hug it to sleep,
use it as a pillow...
while hubbie said he's gonna use it to suport his legs...

well...
if he does that,
i will slap him LEFT, RIGHT, CENTER!!!

haahaha....

well..its time to sleep with my New BF...
yeahz...

yes..
i gonna chuck hubbie one side bcoz he snores too loud sia!!!

andie is having BODYACHE!!!

URGH~~!!!

i think my work place is filled with idiotic morons...
who simply only know how to kao pei ppl..

early early morning kana kao pei by one of them...
somemore implicate my colleague oso...

thou its not a fucking big issue...
or can i even call it an issue...

but deep down, i am juz not song nahz!!!

wat has it gonna do with her if i put on my fake lashes (again)!!!
wat has it gonna do with her if i am going out after work??!!
wat has it gonna do with her, the night supervisior, when i am morning shift...
and i wish to change assignment with my fellow colleague of my same rank??
somemore i have valid reason!!
and its a mutual agreement...
plus, i gonna let my morning supervisor and nursing clinician know...

however, she said i "by-pass" her and didnt inform her!!!

hello!!
u are the night supervisior...
and u are in-charged of ur night girls!!!
so why should i report to u when its obvious that i juz have to let my morning supervisior abt this issue of changing of assignment!!!

so wat is the "by-passing" u are talking abt??!!!

i am juz following the "Law"...
and i am in the wrong...
wat is this??
funny sia!!

or maybe i should also call my Senior Nursing Manager who is sleeping at home to inform her that i changed my assignment??

stupid moron!!

i couldnt be bothered!!!

anyway after my freaking bond,
i'm gonna leave this fucking place that is filled with bloody low IQ/EQ moronic retards!!!

Andie woke up too early today...

its only 0430...

sure will be sleepy later...

but no choice...

gotta go "swimming" later sia!!!

hahaha...

i am bery exhausted today...
after 2 back to back yoga classes...

my thigh, arm, and abdo are aching...
eyelids are heavy...
juz wanna lie motionless in bed...

too tired to think...
of anything...
or anyone...

too tired to get angry...
or wats the point of being angry??

does it even make a difference??
or will it ever have an impact?

i juz couldnt be bothered anymore...
or wonder why should i even be bothered in the first place?

watever...

i couldnt care less...

not so much of pict for this day as its meant to be a shopping day...
hahaha...

so after woke up...
hubbie had his daily dosage of cornflake + Coco crunch + low fat milk...


can u imagine i think he drank abt at least 4 litres of milk when we are in aussie!!
every morning he have to eat cornflake with milk...
and some mroe he like those soggy soggy type one!!
so as a bery good wifey...
i will always wake up earlier to go and SOAK his conflake for him first!!!
so after he woke up and shower liao...
juz nice his cornflake is nice and soggy...
hahahaaha...
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

our breakfast en route to Carara Wkend market...
Krispy Kreme Doughnuts!!!


yummy!!!
yahz...thats wat we bought on day 4!!
hahaha...


didnt managed to take much photo in carara as we are busy walking around and shopping...
its like those night market type of shops...
but the stuff there are not exactly cheap...
i saw a dress that i ALMOST bought it!!
and it cost AUD 60!!!
and normally u can get fromt hose shopping centres @ abt AUD 20 to 30!!!
so actually its freaking ex!!!

but still me and joy bought 1 pair of shades each...
same design..but diff colour...
lol...
her's pink...


while mine is black...
all selling @ AUD 10 only!!!


half way we walk in carara...then its like gonna rain liao sia...
so we quickly glance thru all the shops and made our way to habour town...

we had our lunch in this shop selling kebabs!!


i tell u!!
the kebabs here are FUCKING NICE OKI!!!!
(when i spell the whole F* word out...
u know i really mean business!!!)
its really FUCKING NICE!!!!!

the meat are so juicy and the wrap are super crispy lohz...
juz one bite...
u can hear the 'crack' sound of the wrap and the meat juicy juz splurt out!!!
OMG!!!!!


some shops in Habourtown...
our shop...
hahaha...
J.A.G aka (Joyce, Andrea, Grace)



Levi's...




mine... fried erm...some thai noodle..
hahaha...


hubbie's fried noodle...