Finally the day that i am waiting for is here....

i gonna see my 鸟鸟 wear 帅帅 to work soon!!!!

yes!!!!

i cant be happier lohz!!!

hmmm...

many ppl knows i got this fetish for guys esp when they wear LONG SLEEVE SHIRT and FORMAL WORKING PANTS...

hahaha...i dun know why!!!

i juz find guys soooooooooooo... charming in formal wear...
and they look even more 帅 when they wear a suit...

hooo hooo....

alot of ppl think that Doctors and Nurses are like a match made in Heaven...

OHHHHH...
PLEASE!!!!!

spare me!!!!

i had enough of lazy, demanding, unreasonable, inconsiderate, untidy, proud, and suck'up doctors all around Singapore (be it in my area or other areas....)
they all over the place and every single minute i am at work, i gonna see their bloody face...

thou i dun deny the fact that we do have very nice and friendly doctors around...
(like our darling Deo and Benny...)

but still...
they are the minority...
hahahah...

so ask me go home and face their stupid nonsense that they gonna give again!!!
and all u talk abt is diseases, medical stuff... PAITENTS, PATIENTS and PATIENTS!!!!!!!!!!

OVER MY DEAD ARSE!!!!

hahaha...

so i always thinks that a NURSE (of course its me!!!) paired with a BUSINESSMAN (of course its my 鸟鸟!!!) is really so match lohz!!!

and cute too...

hooo hooo...

i can already imagine me helping my 鸟鸟 to tie his tie early in the morning while he get ready for work...
(thou i got totally no idea how to tie a tie...hahaha)

ohhh...

hmmmm....

wat the hell am i think now...
my imagination seems to have gone wild...

hahahaha....

well...
i promise i will go get some more shirt for him...

no more ugly polo tee/jeans/sport shoes/slippers...

its juz gonna be nicely pressed long sleeve shirt + black working pants + his super yan tao black leather shoes+kiv tie...

hahaha...

hooo...

i am juz soooooooooooooo... EXCITED now...

hooray!!!!

perhaps i am thinking too much...
i seriously hope that its me thinking too much...
but i can somehow foresee all the hardship, quarrels, and unhappiness thats gonna come my way...

i am unhappy...
i am sad...

but i am left with no other choices...

i dun want him to be stuck in between us...
i dun want her to constantly give him those unreasonable nonsenses...
i dun want him to suffer anymore...
why not i take on all the stuff and juz give in...
its gonna be end to all suffering...
even if its juz for now...

so wat if i have dreams?
so wat if i have incomplete things that i wanna do during my singlehood...

My Degree...Bye Bye...
My SuSu...Bye Bye...
My Freedom...Bye Bye...

all these are worthless craps in their eyes...

i do not hold a life for my own...

my life is a worthless piece of shit compared to their plans they have in mind for themselves...

so wat can i do??

i am left with absolutely no options...

seen a crying bride before??

i am one...

wish me happiness...

i think its time that u guys start minding ur own business...

and stop passing unnecessary comments on wat we are doing...

as u are seriously not welcomed!!!!

so wat if u are rich??
(or acting like u 're one rich man/woman/tai-tai...)
that doesnt bother me...

its ur life...
it has absolutely nothing gonna do with me...
and i simply couldnt care less...

so u juz mind ur fucking own business...

and

shut ur fuck'up!!!

i was reading this article online juz now...

Dating 101: Four Signs He's Over You

well...
conclusion...

MEN ARE JERKS!!!
(not ALL man thou...we still have some kind souls out there...)

Andie is hanging over...

argh...

feeling very vexed recently...

same old problem keep haunting me like nightmares...

as my character says...

i am avoiding it...
trying all i could do to avoid it...
but i know i should juz face and solve it...
and stop escaping...

haiz...

maybe i should be happy that she's not stopping us from seeing each other...
but rather rushing us to join in unity...

but i juz dun like that idea...
that idea of living with ur in-laws...
no matter how nice they are...
we are still ppl of different centuries, from different background, holding different values...

many of u know wat i mean...

life will neber be the same...

why cant they juz understand that i have a life to live?
the life that my mom and dad had given me??

well...
maybe we dun have the control over all things...
but at least we control watever we could...

when u lose that locus of control...
u feel frustrated...
u feel lost...

thats wat i am feeling right now...

dun know wat to do...

be a piece of boneless crap and let destiny mould me into watever it wants??

or should i fight for my own rights and happiness??

haiz....

i found something in CE that is juz too cute for me to not blog abt...

i was hungry during my 2nd break...
and decided that i should have some fruits to aid in my digestive system...
so i head to the fruit vending machine outside CE...

and this little fellow caught my attention!!!


all these cute little oranges!!!

omg!!!

they are super cute and juicy lohz!!!
and they are REALLY REALLY SWEET!!!!!


hahahaha....
i took this in the resus room....
pardon my messy hair....


the reflection of the madness in CE...

hahaha...

will definitely have them again tml!!!
yummy!!!

i am juz sooo...fucking pissed off now!!!

when can all these nonsense be out of my life?!!!

i thought it was long settled...

but i dun understnad why ppl juz love to create new injuries by digging into old wounds??

i am juz so sick of all these!!!

how i wish to could shout at her and wake up her fucking idea abt why i simply refused to listen to wat she has to say????!!!

why my life isnt wat i am in control of??

but some other stranger??!!
(if not for him...)

i am juz soooooooooo unhappy now...

its suppose to be a special and happy occasion isnt it??!!

why does things ALWAYS turn out this way!!!

can someone juz tell me!!!!

andie is feeling sick...

sneezing and coughing...
with a sore and bitter throat...

with my tummy twisted...

all woman's monthly affair...

haiz...

feeling so sick now...

kaoz!!!
its my last night!!!

FINALLY AH!!!!!!!!!

i had been waiting and waiting lohz!!!

finally its my 3 rest days!!

its been a long time since i'll be off for 3 consecutive days...
i am really tired...
and i seriously need a break...

slept at abt 9 am this morning...
and i was wide awake by 3...
i dun know why....
dun seem to be able to sleep that much nowadays...
esp when sister keep putting me on day shifts (AMs or PMs)
this is my first round of nights ever since i am back from my leave...
which was abt 2 weeks ago...

still pretty used to the night shift routine...
not so tired anymore...
maybe bcoz my mood is good sia...

today is Vday...
but i still gotta work...
damn sianz...

but hubbie is really nice...
came and fetch me from home for dinner...
initially we wanna head to Marina Square as i told him i wanna buy a new pair of crocs shoes...
bcoz my paitent VOMITED RIGHT INTO MY SHOES!!!

well...
guess i didnt blog abt this yet...
and since i am talking abt this,
why not let me narrate the story once again...

its was my first night...
and i was triaging outside with veron mummy...
its was abt 3 plus i guess...
i triaged this 1yr plus child for cough and vomiting...

she didnt have that 'i-wanna-vomit-now' kinda look...
so i was like putting on my oxygen probe and bp cuff....
and all of a sudden, she juz "BLEAH"!!!!

wooo!!!
great!!!

my shoes was juz right on the spot where she vomited on...
and it landed right onto my foot (not my shoe hor!!!its my foot!!!)
the warm milky vomitus juz seep thru the gap into my shoes...
and eventually went in between my toes!!!

WELL DONE!!!

i was fucking pissed...
but i hold it there!!!

"nvm nvm..she's sick..."
i told myself...

i moved myself away abt half a metre from the kid...
worried that she might puke and might kena me again...

then all of a sudden,
she vomited again!!!
and its that kinda projectile vomiting...
(a kind of forceful vomiting when the vomitus juz "shoot" out...)
and again...
it kena my foot for the 2nd time...

i was really damn pissed...
at the same time...
i was trying to calm myself and trying my very very very best to calm the mom and the child down too...
(the child was crying her head off!!! and the mother was frantically trying to clean the vomitus off her poor daughter...)

well... by the time i finish triaging the child...
i had a whole foot + shoe full of milky warm vomitus...
with milk curds some more...

i mean...
thankz..but i dun think my foot needs any milk bath for the moment...

in the end, i send her in as a "9" case...
bcoz she's running a high fever...
but at the same time, i dun want her to mess up my waiting area too...

after settling that case...
i limp my way to the toilet...

every step i took,
i could feel milk "squirting" out from the side of my foot...

its really disgusting....

anyway, hubbie saw me limping into the toilet...
hahahaha...
(he was there to send us supper...)

so now i need a brand new pair of working shoes...
i had one that i bought for like $5.50...
but its juz for urgent use...
i really need a proper pair of working shoes...
u know how much nurses have to be on our feet...

so today we were suppose to go to the crocs outlet to source for my shoes...

but as we were exiting from CTE to orchard,
the jam was like driving us crazy...
so i suggested why dun we juz go novena...
its not so crowded...
and definitely nearer to CE...
so easy to come work too....

so he took a detour and we reached novena in like 5 mins time....
my hubbie is a clever boy...
hahaha...

so we had sakae...
a damn filling meal...

and we went walking around a lil...
accompany him see his fishes...
then go buy stocking for jaime...
hahaha...
and some other stuff...

thou its juz a simple evening...
but we really did njoy ourselves...
we did talk quite abit...
and i am happy...

we were like a sweet lil couple...
playing and teasing each other...
hahaha...

anyway, i had already planned wat dishes to cook on the 19th...

its out 8th Anniversary...

really looking forward...
but it will be a simple outing as both of us will be working too...

but i gonna make some simple dish...
then maybe have an outdoor dinner or something...
i dun know...
hahaha...

a good way to save money and still be romantic sia!!!

hahahaha....

its Vday now...
but the poor me still have to drag my foot to work...
even tml...

sianz...

me sitting at the triage...
super sianz...
they keep coming non stop...
i think i had been typing words like "fever", "diarrhoea" and "vomit" for countless times...
fever 1/7, fever for 5 hrs, vomiting x1, diarrhoea x2...

super duper sianz lohz...
but hubbie definitely brighten my boring shift....

it was abt 0430hr...
as i was abt to go for my break...

i saw a black car driving into our CE entrance...
i was thinking....

wah kaoz!!!
here they come again...
when are they going to stop??

anyway, i am on break...
so its gonna be kah hui who triage the next one...

i was packing my stuff and getting hold of water bottle...
ready to leave the triage counter...

juz then hubbie appeared from no where...
standing at the CE entrance...
holding a box of FRIED BEE HOON...

hahahhaa...

he's really cute...

thou he's tired...
he woke up early as he got 2 interview to go this pm...
and gotta work from 6pm till 4am...
then after work,
he bought me breakfast and deliver it all the way to my door step...

he's real sweet isnt he??

so we sat down at one corner outside CE...
and have our bery nice fried bee hoon...

after makan...
i brought him to tour around the dept...

and saw ervin...
hahaha....

well...
they chit chatted alil...
guess like 1 min??

hahaha...

he's really a sweetie pie nahz...

i dun know...

he's juz up to more of this kinda sweet lil actions recently...

juz like the other day...

i said i missed him...
and wanted to see him...
so wanted him to stay over at my place that night....
but he rejected me as he had promised to bring his mom to temple the next morning...

well...
as the bery Xiao Jie's temper...
of course i got pissed and angry at him...
and i totally refused to pick up his calls...

and guess wat...

i was already sleeping...
and in the middle of the night...

guess it was abt 4 plus...

i heard some idiot keep knocking onto my room's window...

hmmm....
it neber come across my mind that it might be some eerie stuff...
but i was juz super pissed off as i was already in my dream land...
and there was this constant "kock..kock...kock...." sound coming from my window...
and its seriously getting on my nerves!!!

so i got up and slammed open the window...
and guess wat i saw!!!

i saw my niao niao standing outside my window...
passing me my ipod...
(i left my ipod in his car the other day and i keep complaining to him abt how difficult my life would be without my ipod!!!)

wat is my niao niao doing outside my house in the middle of the night??

well...i was really really irritated...
(i hate ppl to disturb my sleep)
he asked me to open the door for him...
but i was juz too irritated and tired to do it...
so in the end i went back to sleep stat...
i think he oso left after seeing that i didnt open the door for him...

and when i woke up the next morning,
i saw the ipod lying on table...
then i recalled that he did actually came over in the night...
juz to let me see him...

ARGH!!!

i regretted big time that didnt let him in...

anyway, if i really let him in...
thats it...

i think i will juz cling onto him and dun let him go...
hahaha...

anyway, i still got 1 more night to go...
and its so damn sianz...

juz so freaking tired now...
haiz...

finally i pluck up the courage to challenge myself...

i always wanted to be chauffeured around...
that's the life of a "Tai-Tai"...
hahahaha....

but now,
i decided that i should juz a more independent...
as i am really sick of the life whereby i gotta squeeze in bus and mrt with others (esp the peak hrs)!!!
or when i was dying to flag for a cab...
some moronic idiot will juz come and cut my queue and snatch my cab!!
or when i ask hubbie to come and fetch me, but he's always too busy...

ARGH!!!

so i finally asked my bro to teach me how to drive...
(yes...he's a driving instructor)
after like erm...6 yrs...
he had been asking me every CNY to learn how to drive...
ever since i reached 18 yrs old...

so now...
he's teaching me driving...
all FREE-OF-CHARGE!!!

YEAHZ!!!

hahaha...
but hear from my mum and sister in law that he's quite fierce...
so sure will kanan scolding from him one...
but free one lehz...
can hiam mehz???

anyway i gonna juz learn auto care...
easier to drive...
and easier to pass...

hahaha...
afterall, my purpose is to juz learn how to move a car...
hahaha...
the car can move can liao...

and after i get my licence,
i will definitely fulfil my dream...
and buy SuSu™!!!

PS: SuSu™ is the registered name for my coming new car... her family name is call Suzuki Swift...hahaha... SuSu™ is so cute... and i sure will bling bling her!!!

its so tired to drive...
my leg is like cramp bcoz my bro keep asking me to step on the break...
then step and let go abit, step then let go abit...
then when he ask me to step the accelerator,
i dun dare to step too hard...

juz in case the car juz fly forward...
hahaha...
this is the first time in my life for sitting in the driver seat!!!

wooo....

anyway i think my driving skill is still oki...
notta bad nahz...
juz that my bro said that i got no guts...
dun dare to step the accelarator...
hahaha...

so funny...

really looking forward to my next driving lesson...
its really fun sia!!!

nowadays its juz so easy to get a counselling letter...

management accuse u being late...
forget ur acct password/system password...
or other ppl accidentally log ur password out...
neber come for training course...
taking like 7 days of MCs out of the 14 days quota...

alot alot nahz...
plenty of lame reasons...
i juz couldnt be bothered to list them out one by one...

juz so sick of working...
not for the money...
i would have left...

not for the passion...
i would have tendered...

not for the bond...
which i took it bcoz i wanna upgrade myself...

not for alot of things...
life wont be like this now...

FUCKED UP!!!

well,
i am not the "Andrea" that i used to be anymore...

panicky, OCD, happy-go-lucky, taking small issues too hard...

i had learn something...
a attitude that so valuable...

the COULDN'T-BE-BOTHERED attitude...

everything...
close one eye lohz...
angry huh?
pissed huh??
feeling unfair huh???

for fuck??!!

juz come to work and then go back to sleep...
these ppl is not worth ur life to be angry over them...
they are juz NOT worth it...

so counselling letter huh??

sign lohz...
i already prepare my name chop and my pen when i enter the room...
eager to look at how a counselling letter would look like...

woo...
computerised one lehz....
not bad...
some more sister already typed in my Name, Employee No, Designation, wat Offence i made, wat things to reflect on, wat lesson to learn, and some other various shit nahz...
save me the time and trouble to fill it up...

interesting...

somemore before i sign, still ask me to read...

for wat??!!

even if u wronged me,
even if i felt that its unfair,
can i change the content of the letter??
can i refused to sign it??

nahz...
i doubt so...

so why bother asking me to read then??

i gave up....
and juz chop and sign off....

that my COULDN'T-BE-BOTHERED attitude...

see that??

wooo...
my first counselling letter...
sound good sia...

i am hooked to eyelash extension now!!!
makes my peeps really lovely!!!

had the first one...
but was like SH*T!!!!

My Reunion dinner on CNY eve...