Girls' Shattered Dream...
i bet u wont find this cutie boy unfamiliar...

esp those die hard "American Idol" fan!!!!

yeah...
he's
Adam Lambert...

hmmm...i dun really watch American Idol...
(nurses dun have time and the luxury to go after drama/tv series...shift work kill lives!!!)
but i somewat saw this cutie pie on yahoo news!!!
omg omg...
he's sooooooo cute!!!!
the moment i saw his pict,
i juz spend my whole day googling all abt him!!!

hmmmm....
seems like he's the 1st runner up in American Idol!!!
and sing really well!!!
OMFG!!!!
can sing so well...
and so cute looking...
HE'S ALL GIRLS' DREAM!!!!!

then came a
BAD news...
HE is actually a GAY...
not surprising for those who are his fans...
but can u hear my heart shattered??
how can such a adorable and charming guy possibly fall in love with another man!!!
i juz cant get thru wat he's thinking...
and i fucking wonder who the hell is the fucker who is soooooooooooooo fortunate to have him...
and there u go....
his BF...
Darke Labry...
(kindly ignore that girl in the pict...i dun know who the hell is she...)
AND EVEN THE bf OSO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FREAKING CUTE CAN!!!!!!!
i really feel like crying!!!
dun tell me all the girls in the world all die liao mehz???
u need to go and screw another man???
WTF!!!!
can u jolly well juz turn ur head and look around...
if not ur big head,
at least ur small head down south!!!
i cant believe my eyes...
his BF cheering for him on American Idol...
some picts that the paparazzi got when the couple visited on of the Bar/Pubs...
holding hands some more!!!
ARGH!!!!
*andie clenching fist*

typical gay couple..


haiz...
now now...
i am really upset...
i thought he was juz the perfect man for me to fall in love with...
well...
since we 志不同,道不合...
then i cannot 强求oso...
i juz wish them happiness...
but remember to wear 套套...
AIDS is on the rise sia...
haiz...
*broken hearted*
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RANDOM: my blue black on my rt leg...
i found them while i was the "H1N1" nurse...
i dun know how i got them...
but its juz so swollen initially...
i thought it was DVT!!!
hahahaha...
well..i think i juz knocked onto some sharp corners unknowingly...
now its 3 days already...
but its still has tinch of blueblack...
now u know bad it hurts...
poor me...
*sob*