sometimes i juz find it so hard to survive...
no matter how u treat others...
there will still be ppl talking behind ur back...
backstabbing u...

well...
like i had knew it all along...
i can neber please the world...

but i really dun understand that when all i want is to ensure good work flow...
at the end of the day...
we juz wanna benefit our patients...
afterall...
they are all why we are here for...
(other than our pay...of course...)

i mean as a nurse,
it neber come across ur mind that u did all these for ur patients???
hoping that they will have the best outcome for everything??
every treatment that u give???

haiz...

i juz feel kinda upset...
i didnt even know that ppl feels that i am proud, and commanding...
thinking that i am super senior,
and giving orders around...

well...even if i do so,
the end point is not that it will benefit me...
i still do as much job as anyone else in the dept did...
but i juz hope that we all work as a team...
thats wat collaboration is all abt...

but i guess,
after this day...
i shall juz keep things to myself...
do things on my own...
wats the point u ask a favour from others...
when he/she will juz accuse u later that u are being lazy...
and giving orders...
being bery proud...

haiz...
Hei Geok Mei...
wakie...
the world isnt that forgiving afterall...