haiz...
life's kinda boring...
i like always so sianz...
everything like monotone lidat...
no ups nor downs...

i dun like this...
everything's getting too stagnant...
esp...
haiz..
its juz too private to share over here...

anyway,
ever since hubbie revert to the normal working hours,
he's been a really good baby...
sleep early, wake up early...
kinda didnt expect him to be so kuai...
but he did it...

but i juz dun like this feeling...
i dun know why...

haiz...
maybe bcoz he's putting too much stress on himself...
or maybe he's stressed abt the marriage...
gotta earn more money and save more money...
afterall...
we are not from some fucking well to do family...
we're juz normal ppl...
with him trying to give me the best of watever he could...

well...
i am juz feeling kinda down...
its not due for PMS yet...
but i am feeling this...
kinda funny...

maybe i have unmet expectations...
expectations that may be unreachable...
i dun know...

who has the answer??
i doubt anyone will...