i am definitely more tired than usual...
having to handle night shifts...
waking up like 3 hrs earlier every day...
going for yoga classes everyday...
not forgetting to eat lesser...

even doris said i looked more moody...
probably i am really too tired...
not enough sleep bahz...

but all these effort did pay off nahz...
at least i lost abt 2 kgs since i start off my lose weight regime again...

i hope things will last...
and i wont go collapse thru the process...
but so far so good...

but i seriously need more sleeping time sia...
working out is really really tiring...
esp i put all my might and strength into these classes...
and after that i tend to get weak arms and legs...
hahaha...
maybe bcoz i am not that used to the intense training yet...
lol...

like juz now...
i cant even move a patient from a stretcher to the bed via a draw sheet...
(well...the child was pretty heavy to start with...he's a big boy...15 yrs old sia!!! but usually i will have strength to pull him over...esp with the help of another 3 person...)
my arms are juz too weak...

how i wish my 4 nights will end quickly...
thou this is only my 2nd night...
and my leave can quickly come...
and i am on leave together with dear dear...
bcoz he's gonna be officially JOBLESS!!!

not exactly jobless...
but only for 1 week...
then he's gonna start his career in another company...
and tml is his last day...

yeah!!!
at least i can have 1 whole week with him and him only sia!!!
taking our deserved rest together...
and we can sort out our wedding stuff too...

and its gonna me our farewell party for deo this coming sat...
i am really excited!!!

but the gathering and stuff like that...
but i dun really like the idea of getting drunk...

nahz....
i dun think i wil even get drunk in the first place...
i will juz reject and avoid watever that miss ore gives me...
and i swear that i will never pour watever she hands me into my mouth...

hmmm...in this way, it should be pretty safe already...

teeyu said she's dying to get drunk...
i mean...what there to die for??
she will get drunk after like 2 neat??
simple...
nothing difficult to achieve...
she's a lousy drinker afterall...

hmmm...
time to close my internet browser...
guess sister is coming on shift already...

and its time to GO HOME!!!!