perhaps i am thinking too much...
i seriously hope that its me thinking too much...
but i can somehow foresee all the hardship, quarrels, and unhappiness thats gonna come my way...

i am unhappy...
i am sad...

but i am left with no other choices...

i dun want him to be stuck in between us...
i dun want her to constantly give him those unreasonable nonsenses...
i dun want him to suffer anymore...
why not i take on all the stuff and juz give in...
its gonna be end to all suffering...
even if its juz for now...

so wat if i have dreams?
so wat if i have incomplete things that i wanna do during my singlehood...

My Degree...Bye Bye...
My SuSu...Bye Bye...
My Freedom...Bye Bye...

all these are worthless craps in their eyes...

i do not hold a life for my own...

my life is a worthless piece of shit compared to their plans they have in mind for themselves...

so wat can i do??

i am left with absolutely no options...

seen a crying bride before??

i am one...

wish me happiness...