nowadays its juz so easy to get a counselling letter...

management accuse u being late...
forget ur acct password/system password...
or other ppl accidentally log ur password out...
neber come for training course...
taking like 7 days of MCs out of the 14 days quota...

alot alot nahz...
plenty of lame reasons...
i juz couldnt be bothered to list them out one by one...

juz so sick of working...
not for the money...
i would have left...

not for the passion...
i would have tendered...

not for the bond...
which i took it bcoz i wanna upgrade myself...

not for alot of things...
life wont be like this now...

FUCKED UP!!!

well,
i am not the "Andrea" that i used to be anymore...

panicky, OCD, happy-go-lucky, taking small issues too hard...

i had learn something...
a attitude that so valuable...

the COULDN'T-BE-BOTHERED attitude...

everything...
close one eye lohz...
angry huh?
pissed huh??
feeling unfair huh???

for fuck??!!

juz come to work and then go back to sleep...
these ppl is not worth ur life to be angry over them...
they are juz NOT worth it...

so counselling letter huh??

sign lohz...
i already prepare my name chop and my pen when i enter the room...
eager to look at how a counselling letter would look like...

woo...
computerised one lehz....
not bad...
some more sister already typed in my Name, Employee No, Designation, wat Offence i made, wat things to reflect on, wat lesson to learn, and some other various shit nahz...
save me the time and trouble to fill it up...

interesting...

somemore before i sign, still ask me to read...

for wat??!!

even if u wronged me,
even if i felt that its unfair,
can i change the content of the letter??
can i refused to sign it??

nahz...
i doubt so...

so why bother asking me to read then??

i gave up....
and juz chop and sign off....

that my COULDN'T-BE-BOTHERED attitude...

see that??

wooo...
my first counselling letter...
sound good sia...