maybe its juz the time of the month...

i mean PMS...

haiz...

feeling kinda down...
especially when all ur hormones starts to surge...
and pimples juz pop everywhere on my already-not-that-beautiful face...
thats really making me bery upset...

even hubbie start asking me why i had some red red patch on my face??

well...
its not that damn obvious thou...
and it can be nicely camouflaged under my super concealer...

but thats not enough!!!

I WANT SILKY SMOOTH SKIN!!!

i mean which girl dun want their skin to be the nicest of all...
radiant as ever??
soft and smooth like cotton??

afterall...
good skin definitely can make me more confident...

i dun wanna live under the control of makeup stuff and photoshop!!!

i wanna live a MAKEUP-FREE life (as much as possible)!!!

haiz...

had been bery hard working in removing my makeup thoroughly...
cleansing my face well...
trying out many types of masks and diligently applying them,
almost every night...

but still...

the signs of youth (PIMPLES!!!!!!) dun seem to be going away!!!

haiz...

dun tell me i need to turn to pills again...
something that i am trying really hard not to do...

but i am really sad...

maybe i should juz go back to my skin doc and get some remedy...
before the situation goes from bad to worst...

*SOB*