my mood is rather "fluctuating" this few days...

happy abt my darling finally found her love...
but sad that some unhappy past are still pulling onto her...
making her so upset...
but thank God that he is so understanding...

then seeing my sister being with her bf...
like machim so loving and blissful...
but the next moment...
something i least expected happened...

and seeing some of my other friends still stuck in some dilemma...
whether to leave...
or to stay and go back to square 1...

seems like the kinda dilemma that i went thru...

i guess...
be it watever choices u made...
its really up to u...
afterall...
its ur life...

no one has the right to control...
or override ur decisions...

our role as a friend is to really find out wat actually happened...
and make sure u're aware of the pros and cons of the decision before u put ur heart on it...

sometimes loving others will make one realised who really loves her...

who really is the one who cares abt her...
who really is the one who will hug her to sleep...
gives her the sense of security...
and warmth...
make her smile...
drop sweet little smses...
who really cares and make sure that he doesnt snore too loud that he disturb her sleep...

lol...

in the mids of all this confusion...
when everyone seems to be in serious relationship problem...
it only highlighted to me...
the fact that i always have u with me...
i am glad that i found u...
i am glad that i made the right choice...

its heart-warming to know that u missed me wearing ur proposal ring...
its great to know that the promises u gave are still valid...
and we always wanna revisit them...
and remind ourselves wat were the promises we gave each other...

thou the ring is not with me now...
(my mummy kept it under lock and key...for some reasons...)
hahaha...

that ring means alot to me...
but the real meaning that it carries...
i treasure it even more...

something that could neber be duplicated...
something that time could neber change...
something that no one else could give...

u are the one who put meaning into it...
and made it live in me...

u are the one i keep in my heart...
in the deepest corner of me...

u are the life partner that i wanna be with...
for the rest of my days...
for as long as i breathe...
i juz wanna be in love with you...