was reading darling's entry on FATE...

somehow i feel that wat she said was so true...

things dont happen juz by chance...
but for a particular reason or purpose...

be it good or bad...
its meant to mould us into a stronger person...

alot of things happen when we least expected it...
and we ask ourselves why...

i guess only God has the answer for Himself...

but i always believe that He has His perfect timing for everything and everyone...

many times, true feelings start to surface only when we are abt to lose that person...

maybe most human are made this way....

we simply wont cherish wat we have...
but rather ask for things that are far beyond our capabilities...

only till we lost it...
then we'll start blaming and reprimanding ourselves...

why didnt i do this??
why didnt i do that??
why didnt i realise this earlier??

i had been thru...
guess everyone in their life had ask ourselves these questions...
at least once..
or even many times before...

everyone live with regrets...
be it one or many...

it rips u apart and make u lose control over ur life...

but somehow...
it had taught me to cherish ppl around me...
putting in effort in managing my life...
making sure to avoid this feeling again...
ensuring that i am living life happily...

hearts are still in the process of healing...

be it mine or his...

or even my darling's...

i really hope all things will turn out well for everyone...

i hope no one will be hurt anymore...

could that be juz a dream??

or maybe we shall juz work towards it together...

no matter how tough it is...
i gonna stand strong with the ones i love...