was chatting with 大姐the other day when we met up for our kick -boxing class...
was telling her how i was coping etc...

after all...there are alot of readjustment i gotta make...
but somehow i had adapt into my new life pretty smoothly...

maybe bcoz i am already used to spending most of my time alone...
so be it last time or now...
it doesnt really make much of a diff...

at least now i already got an answer for myself...
my heart no longer floats unsteadily anymore...
i juz need some time for my heart to heal...
and forget abt the past...

then she told me...
"ah geok ah...
nvm nahz..
maybe its time for u to change into a better piece of dress..."
(dress = boyfriend)

i looked at her puzzled...

"though it take some time for u to find another better piece of dress,
but u can go into different boutique,
try out all sorts of different types of dresses...
some may be too ex...
some may not be suitable...
some u know if u buy, u wont even touch it again...
but there is no harm trying out wat...
try no need money one wat!!
hahaha...

so juz njoy this process of finding a new perfect piece of dress...
try on them...
take nice nice pict...
make urself happy...
work out more...
go for facials...

so u will look even prettier...
have a total new look!!
and ppl will be impressed when they look at u!!!
find strength in this kinda situation,
and make urself even stronger!!"

hahaha...
wat a good illustration she gave me...

well...
its easier said than done...
but i will still strive towards it...