or is there even such a thing??

i cant hide...

i cant deny...

that i still misses u so much...

every where i go,
everything i do...

reminds me of u...

i am not actually happy...
even though i try to look as if i am...

even my closest friend said that i look fine...

but it only shows how well i can conceal my sorrows...

u want me to lead my happy life...
but why izzit one thats without u??

i miss our old times...
i wish that i could turn back time...

wish that we could love each other again...

this time...

i surrender to my own weakness...
surrender to my love for u...

and admit that i still love you...