today was my first day in triage since i am back in CE...

its oso my first time as T1!!!

hahaha...

thou now not neccessary T1 will be the airway nurse...

but still..

i am used to the old resus system...
and slowly adapting to the new resus team system...

the crowd today was still oki so far...
thanks to the rain...

but i think i better shut my mouth...
touch wood touch wood...

hahaha...

gonna meet darling and tee yu for a drink later...
recently had been drinking quite frequently...

lol...

dun know why...

maybe bcoz i am juz so vexed after wat had happened...
maybe i am juz trying to look fine on the outside...

hiding all my emotions...

maybe only when i am drinking...
then i will totally forget wat had happened...
and will njoy those fun times with my friends...

but i neber njoy all the hungover after that...

haiz...

tired...