Yahz...

its juz another day that i spend with myself...

Went to work... and was already super shacked...
but i still pull myself to yoga...

I have swear to all heaven and earth,
that i MUST NOT put on any weight when i am back to work in CE!!!
as working shifts can be bery tiring...
thus alot of us turn to EATING to balance out the amt of stress we are experiencing...

so which means, there is a SUPER high chance that we are gonna put on more weight...
but i wont let that happen to me!!!

Hohohoh...hahahaha...

thus, i have decided to be a good girl and make sure i work out at least 3x per week!!!

if not all my effort for the past 6 mths will juz go down the drain!!!

nevertheless, today's yoga class was damn bloody tiring...
think i really lack practice nowadays...
but my last yoga session was like last wed!!!
then today i feel that i am not that steady anymore!!!

wah kaoz!!
can really feel the diff when u practice frequently and occasionally!!!
maybe i was oso tired after my morning shift...
thus wasn't able to concentrate well sia...

anyway...

i am juz back from PS...
went shopping and dinner alone...

i dun know why...

juz feeling abit lonely today...
thou at times i really njoy the time i spend with myself...
but today was kinda funny...

maybe saw too many couples and grps of friends around...
and here i am...
sitting in one corner of Long John Sliver...
like a little poor lonely girl...
having my pathetic dinner...

but still...

i love watching ppl...
i dun know..
hahaha...

i know i am weird...
but i juz like to see the way ppl behave...
and sometimes i juz love laughing at them behind their back...

OPS...sssshhhhh...
thats my secret hobby!!
hahahaha...

anyway, i did quite abit of shopping today...
bought my bodyshop sliver eyeliner...
bcoz they are having a 60% SALE in PS!!!!
i oso bought 2 pairs of shoes and 4 tops...
even went to daiso to get some stuff...
glad that i didnt come back empty handed...

at least...
today's retail therapy did manage to relieve abit of that frustration i have in my heart...

maybe i juz need to get more used to this kinda loneliness...
maybe i juz need more time...

maybe...

or maybe nothing can be done...

i really dun know...

anyway, i am not gonna go think of it anymore!!
it will be ssssoooooooo... much easier for me...

at least i dun need to feel that aching when i stop thinking...