is especially supportive thru this period...
as she understands the difficulties i am going thru...
she wanna give me a home that is warm...
a place where i really belong...


she cook dishes that i like...
stopping nagging me abt how messy my room is...
and about all my dirty laundry...
she is juz giving her concern..
silently and unconditionally...
and i really thankz her for that...


its not easy for her to raise me up alone ...
i was juz a 12 years old girl back then...
having to cope with the cruel reality of losing her beloved husband, and the uncertainty of the future...
i am like an extra burden to her...
as i was literally "passed down" from my dad...


Daddy's last words:

"Take good care of Ah mei..."

he had his last breath and God took him to Heaven...


but she stay strong...
she is a strong woman...
a very strong one...


thou we didnt express much abt how we feel towards each other...
but i saw how sad she was when she knew wat i was going thru...


i cried...
she cried too...
that makes me break down further...


i thank God for this crisis...
it had knited our hearts closer together...
closer as mother and daugther...
and i am really grateful...


its only thru bad times...
u will know who's the one thats gonna stand by u thru that storm...
the person who is willing to withstand all these with u...


and i am sure...
my mum is definately one of them...