haiz...today is only monday...and tml is my bio exam...and i dun even know wat the heck i am studying...all my mind is thinking abt this sat!!! when hubbie is FINALLY coming back from NY after a long month...i really missed him so so much...and had not been able to sleep well...everytime i open my eyes, i juz hope that time will pass faster and it will be the next morning...but usually its only like 5 am in the morning...haiz...

i think i am too dependant on him already...though i wanna be a good girl and take care of myself when he is not around, but i think i am in a mess lohz...last time when he went hongkong for a short trip only..and i am like got myself "sick"...now juz within 1 month when he is in NY, i am sick for twice already...haiz...

now i understand wat ppl meant by "肝肠寸断"...though i not so serious till my intestine oso come out nahz..but its juz the feeling of missing him makes me unable to concentrate on my stuff...and everyday, the only thing that i wish for is that time can go by faster and faster...haiz...and this had somehow made my immunity drop...haiz...i juz hope tml's exam faster finish..pass or not i oso dun care liao...juz let sat come faster...