this morning was so sad...i went to send hubbie off @ T3 this morning...he's leaving for New York...for 1 month!!! thou 1 month say long not long...but say short oso not short oki!!! its 27 days that i cant see him...cant hold his hand...cant feel his fingers carressing my face...can hug hug him to sleep...can have him by my side...haiz...*sad*...


as i saw him walking into the gate...every step he took...his lonely figure got smaller and smaller...but my feeling of missing him got more and more...till i see his shadow disappearing...


i know...i really gonna miss him so much so much....


i spend the whole day with him yest...helping him prepare his stuff...and packing his bag...we went to Giant Tampines to get some toiletries, some dried food like milo, coffee powder and maggie mee...hubbie bought 6 big packets of maggie...and thats abt 30 individual packets...bcoz he say he wanna save more money to buy me Coach bags and some other branded stuff from NY...so he will juz try to spend max US$20 per day..and save the rest..and in order to do this, he will juz eat maggie mee!!!!


OMG!!! 我是一个坏女人!!!!


i cant let hubbie go thru all these hardship for me again...i remembered last time when hubbie was studying in Hongkong in 2005 (he was still a poor student back then..thou now oso still poor...but erm...at least better liao...hahaha...), he oso juz eat maggie mee for almost all 3 meals so that he could save up money to buy a diamond ring for me...


我真是个坏女人!!!!



haiz....dear dear, if u read this...i really dun want u to ill-treat urself juz to get me stuff...eat properly oki...dun want u to fall sick...then no one can take care of u there...can?? Promise me??

anyway, i managed to squeeze all hubbie's stuff into his lagguage bag...and packed it neatly for him...i even wrote wat was the stuff packed in each ziplog...neat rite...hahaha..u got no idea how much stuff i stuffed in this bag!!!


i even tried using a new method to fold his undies...so as to save more space and make it more compact and neat...




oh..and we spend the night hugging each other...but then when i fell aslp, we juz sleep sepeartely... bcoz hubbie always SNORE so LOUD!!!!!!!!!!hahaha....ta-bu-le ta-han...hahahaha...but he is cute one...lol....now its so quiet without his snoring...haiz...



I Miss You Darling...