was reading one of my fren's blog...she went to aust to work early this yr...and recently her bf went to visit her in aust...she blogged abt how they spent 6 days together...places they went...food that they ate...things that they did...and wat happened when he's leaving aust, coming back to singapore...

i can somehow understand how she feels...

u wanted to be beside him so much..but yet u cant always have him by ur side...
all ur mind was juz filled with his shadow...his voices...memories of things that u all had done together...things that he said to you...

the feeling of cuddling u in his arms...
feeling of his fingers running thru ur hair...
pinching ur cheeks nottily...
gently stroking ur shoulder...
holding ur hands tightly in his...
looking deeply into ur eyes...
telling you how much he loved you...
how much u meant to him...
trying to make u laugh with his semi-funny jokes...
telling you how happy he was to see u and watching u laugh...
holding u close to him..
and telling u that he's ur's forever...

all these juz keep running thru ur mind...sweeping away all the other thoughts u had...

and as time goes by...this kinda misery...this kinda pain...
its so intolerable...
its tearing ur heart into pieces...
making u feel so restless...
ur body is juz like an empty nest...
ur soul had wondered off to where he was...
u hope that u will be back with him...
and stay by his side forever...
till the end of time...


dear friend...

i can feel it all...i really can...

juz wanna tell u...that u are not alone...bcoz i am still by ur side...and knows how u feel...